A Fairer World

A Fairer World

Dushambe, Tajikistan; 2003

The boys were running around outside playing. I could hear them squealing and giggling as they chased each other around the yard. The yard wasn’t very big but for a ten and nine year old it sufficed to keep them occupied in their games. I could hear their bare feet clapping the concrete floor when they came inside for a glass of water. I heard the refrigerator open and the rattling of glasses, the opening of the water bottles and the sloshing of water as it spilled. And then the squealing and giggling resumed outside. It went on for a few more minutes before there was a sharp cry and then tears. I dropped my sponge into the bucket and ran outside with the other girl to find my brother looking anxiously on as the other boy’s knee slowly trickled blood onto our yard. I took charge and poured cold water on his knee and sloppily applied a band-aid on it before the boys returned to their games and I to the chores with the girl.

I had personal chores at my father’s house in New York and my mother’s in Dushambe, such as picking up my clothes and cleaning my room but, at the tender age of 12, I had never before scrubbed a floor on my knees nor washed the windows and tables. But here I was, with a girl who was meant to be a guest at my house, doing just that. When she arrived, I had tried to suggest a number of things we could do while she visited but she had quietly shook her head. Smilingly, she fetched the cleaning supplies and, in broken English, suggested to me that we clean. Not knowing what else to do, I obliged. My brother, having just recovered from rather intense altitude sickness associated with the drive from Tashkent, Uzbekistan, was happy to go outside to play with her brother while we two remained inside my mother’s home and cleaned. This was, for her, normal. For me, it was sufficiently quirky to almost be fun but it left me somewhat uneasy and not because of the actual chores.

But still I wondered, why were the boys playing outside while we girls were meant to be doing chores inside? Why did she and I live such different lives? What made us different except where and to whom we were born?

Flash forward a few days and I found myself sitting high on a majestic horse, grinning foolishly. My brother whimpers nearby. I plead to be allowed to ride. They decline and indicate that my brother may if he chooses. I am relegated a donkey that I proceed to steer directly into a wall. Later, at tea, they ask if he’ll stay the night. His continued whimpering is the only response they get from him. My mother and I are the only women in the room. The rest duck in to serve us tea and immediately dart back outside. I kept waiting for them to come back, for the mother to engage in conversation and for them to ask for me to spend the night because, after all, most of the household members were women. But it never happens.

Why were the women left as mere servants in the party and not active participants? Why were my mother and I treated differently? Why couldn't I ride the horse?

Then suddenly the trip is over and I’m sitting in a small aircraft, sweating profusely, with my brother and my nanny headed back to the United States. They hand out boiled eggs instead of peanuts. I wiggle around before take off and the seat in front of me is suddenly in my lap. Once we’re in the air, I’m freezing cold. And then about fourteen hours later, I’m back in the US.

The memories of a twelve year old are fragile. They come and go and putting together a vignette from them is like sewing together a coherent patchwork quilt from scraps found strewn about the house. There are some pieces that are too small to cover large expanses and others that feel so large that they overwhelm the blanket. But at the end, something sticks out.

I left that trip with this this peculiar feeling in my stomach that didn’t pass even after I reacclimated to American food. It didn’t pass once school started again. It didn’t pass even after I had all but forgotten the trip. In fact, it still hasn’t passed.

From that day onward I had a burning desire to make the world a fairer place. How I planned to do that has taken on different forms, shedding one skin for another, adopting a variety of different words to describe the same thing, diverse career paths and even fields but at the end of the road lies the same bright light. 
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My One Bad Incident

My First Bad Incident

June, 2013; Botswana

Botswana gets cold at night. It can even get below zero (Celsius). When people think of Africa, they think of the extreme heat of the Sahara but southern Africa has a winter chill. At night, you have to curl up in warm quilts. In the mornings, you need a hoodie and socks. During the day, you can often shed down to a t-shirt but once the sun goes down at 5:30pm, be prepared with your jumper.

That night though, I wasn’t shivering because of the cold. Huddled between Matt and James in the back of a pick up truck that was speeding towards Gaborone in the middle of the night, I wasn’t thinking about the temperature. We held on to each other tightly to make sure the otherswere okay. We sang in loud cheery voices to hide the fear deep in our throats. We occasionally glanced at each other to confirm that nobody had gotten too lost in their thoughts but we feared making eye contact.

As the adrenaline began to wear off, the cold air began to bite my face and piercethrough the layers of clothes that I was wrapped in. I curled up into myself and closed my eyes. And the flashes of what just happened immediately flooded the darkness. First came the bright orange flames of the bonfire that lit our faces up in the darkness so that they all glowed with a warm hue and the smell of burning wood that clung to my hair and the warmth emitted by the fire that burned my face till it felt raw. Then the sharp, fresh taste of Black Label (a beer) on my tongue as I gulped it down and the large cold bottle hanging out of my hand by my side, resting, waiting for another sip. In the back of that truck with my eyes closed, I could still feel the music sending off heavy bass vibrations into the night that made it feel as though the ground were dancing with us into the morning. I could see the people swaying precariously close to the fire, chattering and talking amongst themselves and with us in slurred but cheerful Setswana or English, pieced together through the haze of alcohol. The laughter, sometimes with us but sometimes at us filled the little silences in the music. The milieu is still laden heavy with a sense of merriment. In my mind, the crowd is mixing and mingling, taking turns talking to us – the white strangers – when suddenly the music is cut and its as though someone has, in a single instant, has dumped a bucket of ice on everyone but us. I continue to smile and attempt to finish the sentence I had started before the abrupt silence but I find that my words are lost more into the black hole of silence than they were previously into the chaos of the music.

Then I hear the voice of a young man. He is standing in front of the boys. His legs look bolted to the spot but his arms are gesturing menacingly. His face twists first into a look of disgust but quickly dissolves to reveal anger and then hatred. His tone is different from those of everyone else earlier. It is accusatory, sharp and inimical. I can’t make out what he is saying though. Somewhere between his mouth, spitting venom like a cobra, and my ears, unwilling recipients of anything but tunes and pleasant nonsense, his exact language dissolve into the air. His words are quickly destroying the facade of camaraderie that had developed. The air that was earlier full of warm smoke, cigarette filled laughter and beer enabled chatter is now antagonistic. And the hostility is aimed squarely at the boys and me. Our presence has provoked this man to launch into a violent and racist diatribe against the West, white people, Americans, Brits and us.

I stand in my spot, my eyes growing wide with fear and my heart beginning to race. I’m frozen for a moment before I realize that, even as his tirade continuesunabated, the scene around us is beginning to react. Slowly, people begin to move in different direction. Some simply begin to creep away while others place themselves between the man and us. Still othersskulk into his corner and nod grimly, with their eyes piercing through my drunken haze.

I opened my eyes and I was in the truck again. Now cold, the singing has stopped. We’ve reached Gabane, a village outside Gaborone, where we were meant to stay the night. We quickly exchange looks in the back of the truck and James clears his throat and explains that since the car is going back to Gaborone tonight, we should too. Because it might be hard to get a ride tomorrow.Because we’re tired and would like to sleep in our own beds. Because we’ve almost grown accustomed to the cold and we might as well make it all the way there in one shot. Because I don’t think that I can stand up, walk into someone else’s home and fall asleep. Because I don’t think I can react to stimulus properly.

James movedto the front seat of the car and I huddled closer to Matt. It had gotten colder and the adrenaline had all but left my system. In its place was a sense of… something I can’t put words to. I closed my eyes again.

The situation morphs quickly. There is soon resistance to the man. Someone is yelling back at him in Setswana. As more people join in the fray we are all but forgotten in the exchange. We glance at our hosts for guidance. We sneak looks at each other. We wait. But then someone pushes someone. And he pushes back. The fire feels like its grown bigger but less welcoming. It now glows red on everyone’s faces. But we’re in the dark. Someone tugs my hand but I remain fixed to the ground, watching it all unravel in slow motion. People I had just been laughing with are now standing beside our original aggressor. Others are motioning violently. Someone tells us to stay, it’ll all be alright. We say that we don’t want to cause a problem. They tell us that we aren’t the problem but it is a difficult argument to make.

The boys shake me out of my trance and we rush towards the truck, followed closely behind by our hosts for the evening. They step silently into the front seat and we climb into the back. The engine revs up and we edge towards the main road. Nobody speaks for a minute and the hum of the engine and the sounds of the night give us too many moments to think before someone from the front asks us to sing. I huddle between Matt and James and begin to silently mouth the words to songs as my mind struggles to process what just transpired. Because in reality, it all happened in about 5 minutes.

I’ve been to Africa six times. I’ve visited eight countries here that span much of the continent. I’ve spent time in cities, towns and villages of a diverse nature. And yes, I’ve fallen victim to things like petty theft. But I’ve always felt safe to a certain extent. My reasoning has been simple: it is unlikely that any terrible deed would be done to me accidentally. If anything were to happen to me, it would be in response to something that I have done wrong such as wandering down a dark alley at night alone. And these are things that, with proper precaution and adherence to basic rules of safety, should be able to be avoided. I’m not yet traveling through DRC or living in South Sudan where you accept that your safety is compromised by your mere location. And on top of all that, this was Botswana, the success story of Africa.

Yet here I was, on the receiving end of verbal abuse that threatened to turn physical.

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Blame it on Their Youth

Blame it on Their Youth

July, 2013; Malawi

I waited patiently for the mission to arrive with the guest of honor, the Special Rapporteur. But there’s laughter coming from around me and I hear the whispers of little kids in Chichewa. They creep towards me and I smile at them. They smile shyly back and then run for cover on the dusty stoop of the brick house where they huddle together and look at me. I approach them cautiously, lest one of them is scared of the strange muzunguin their small community. They break into increasingly hysterical giggling the closer I get. I take my camera out and they squirm excitedly. I ask one of the case workers with me to ask if it would be alright for me to take their picture. It is. I take a shot and then turn the camera around for them to see. They all quickly surround me and start laughing and pointing at themselves on my small screen. I smile back. They position themselves for another picture and wait. I oblige, take a picture and again show them. The laughter this time is even louder, the pointing even more enthusiastic. We repeat this ritual a few times before I put my camera away and approach them.

I’m here to write a human interest piece for UNICEF about the Social Cash Transfer Program that UNICEF supports. Hoping to begin writing already, I approach the oldest in the group. A girl who looks about my age sits in the corner with a young child who appears to be around one year old in her lap. She looks away as I begin to speak and the case worker translates for me. I ask her first how old she is and she turns her attention away from the child and towards my direction. “Twenty-four,” she responds in English. I tell her I’m twenty-two and she beams at me. The child in her lap is her child she continues in Chichewa. I smile down at the baby who looks up at me suspiciously. The little boy is the youngest of her four children. She was fourteen when she got married and gave birth to the first. She asks me where my children are and I manage one last smile before the car arrives with our guests and the official visit begins.

As we drive away from the village and towards our next visit, I take in my surroundings. This trip has been my first excursion out of Lilongwe since I arrived in Malawi (save for a quick visit to a hotel by Lake Malawi the weekend prior). Along the roads that connect villages and small towns, you see people walking to their destinations or sometimes on rusty old bikes. They stop and move off the road as we speed by on paved road. Kids wave and chase after the car on dust roads where we have to slow down because of the potholes. Some people walk carrying large heavy loads of maize or fire wood. Others are empty handed. Their journeys on foot will be slow and arduous but they have to make it before it gets dark outside, which is around 5:30, because otherwise the road becomes dangerous as the cars can’t see the pedestrians. So they walk with a purpose towards their destination. Women have their skirts wrapped around their waists and tattered shirts on their torsos. Girlswear faded dresses covered in a thin layer of dust. Boys sport worn out shorts and ripped up tops. The older men and most younger men wear ragged long sleeves or donated t-shirts and trousers. Some are in their one suit. The men, by and large, wear shoes. Plastic, cheap and worn out, they are still better off than the women and children who are, with a few exceptions, barefoot.

In the towns, women sit in the shade and look up wearily at us as we pass through. They are hard at work on their household tasks or farming their small vegetable gardens. The young children are playing games with improvised toys, soccer balls made of paper and jump ropes constructed from pieces of small string tied together. They drop their games and wave at me as we pass, grinning. I wave back. The older children and men seem to be missing from the village scene.

In city centers, the roads are lined with merchants often accompanied by their small children, who are selling pots and pans, plastic bags, used shoes, maize, soya or other foods, and second hand or cheap imported clothes. They lay it out on the ground and sit and wait for someone to stop by their area and examine their wares. The cars that slow down are quickly surrounded by ambitious sellers carrying trays with tomatoes, oranges, strawberries, potatoes, apples, donuts or some kind of strange black fried food that I would like to believe originated from an animal. They display their goods to the passengers, hoping that someone bites and they can earn some money for the day. These merchants seem largely consist of the older children missing from the village. The tomatoes look good and the donuts smell amazing but we have to keep driving onwards.

Each scene has one striking similarity: the plethora of young children and teenagers. And in a country where about half the population is under the age of 18, this is no surprise. It is a young country in that sense. At each and every meeting we attend, sitting somewhere nearby is inevitably a group of children glancing at us and giggling. Schools are out so those who belong in primary school are home during the day now and play in the sun with their friends. Some of the older kids, many of whom can’t attend secondary school as it isn’t free, form a perimeter around the adults. Those with families already, join the adults in the group, though they rarely speak unless specifically asked to.

Such a young population offers a country a number of positives and negatives. On one hand, it is a large energetic group either on the precipice of entering the work force or already part of it. On the other, it’s a huge burden on the state and on the community to have so many dependents. What makes the scene considerably less optimistic, though, is the condition of this generation of kids. With stunting at nearly 50% among children, you have a group in which half will suffer from physical and cognitive underdevelopment. With the education system struggling to handle the massive student body, you are faced with a generation likely be systematically undereducated.

And you’ll have a generation of girls, like my friend in the beginning of the story, who will find themselves marrying and having children at an alarming young age. What is a young girl to do if she finds herself in this inimical context? She finds a husband and gets married. And with the poor sexual education available in Malawi, she will also likely very quickly find herself, still a child, a mother to her own child.

I’m trying, and likely failing, to address two huge issues on the national agenda: a young population and early marriage and childbirth. I chose to tackle them together because, to me, they are mutually reinforcing. A young uneducated and underdeveloped population has few opportunities and few alternatives. This problem is exacerbated for a young girl. She weds and gives birth to a child at a young age. This child will grow up in an environment that is not salubrious to healthy and complete development. If this child is a girl, she will one day grow up and face the same situation her mother was in and, if there isn’t an intervention in the cycle, will repeat her mother’s actions. As the number of young children being born to adolescents swells, the ability of the state and development partners to provide even ancillary services weakens and the problem is perpetuated.

I don’t want to sound as though I’m averring that a young parent cannot be a good parent. However, a parent who lacks a basic education, a stable job, proper rights, food security and other fundamentals is unlikely to be able to raise a child properly. Old or young, this remains the case. However the chances of this dismal situation being reality is more likely if the parents are young and have not established themselves before they have another mouth to feed, much less four mouths to feed.

I asked her if she was receiving aid from the government such as a cash transfer. No, she says, because her husband can work. But can he work to fill six mouths and provide an education for five? It seems an impossible and almost hopeless task but it is reality here.

For more information on Malawi's young population and what is being done to mitigate the bad and promote the good, check out UNICEF Malawi online or on Facebook.

For more information about the Right to Food, check out the Special Rapporteur's website. For information on his work in Malawi, check out his recent press release and look for his entire report, coming out in May, 2014.

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The Right to Food: A Field Visit

The Right to Food: A Field Visit

July, 2013; Malawi

 

Following the field visit around was not how I had originally planned to spend one of my weekends in Malawi. But based on the itinerary, it promised to be exciting and it would allow me to see much more of the country that I had been exposed to at that point. I firmly believe that only seeing the capital city is a way to lull oneself into a false feeling of what the country holds, even one with problems that don’t feel to be as recondite as Malawi’s, as I would discover in those three days.

 

 

 


 

The Special Rapporteur on the Right to Food was in Malawi looking into issues of food security. There was a time when Malawi was considered to be food secure and was even producing a surplus. But suddenly there was a recrudescence of hunger and starvation. His job was to look into how the situation was doing now as well as to make recommendations to the government on how to improve food security. To be clear, food security does not simply mean access to sufficient caloric intake but also access to nutrients and equity.

 

The Special Rapporteur and his team impressed me immensely. They were well researched going in,

they spoke with confidence but without arrogance and they listened attentively. They sought to meet to as many different groups of people as possible and to understand from different angles the problem of food security in Malawi. They were not expecting to be cosseted on their trip and braved bad roads and local foods. And I learned immense amounts from accompanying them.

 

From the many things I picked up from the many places we visited, a few things struck me as particularly noteworthy. The first was the constant threat of encroachment felt by many Malawians against the land on which they lived. This threat, the threat of land grabs, is becoming a problem across Africa and elsewhere. The second was the penumbra of worse times ahead once the Fertilizer Input Subsidy Program, FISP, is phased out. FISP, a program marred by rampant corruption and failures, was nonetheless pivotal in bringing the under-five mortality rate in Malawi down. The inevitable end to the program is essentially a threat to the success that Malawi has made in reducing malnutrition and starvation. What will happen to the people who depend on the program for precious fertilizer to use to grow maize, the staple in Malawi, is an alarming dilemma. The third was the mistreatment of tenant and casual workers on estates in Malawi. I was aware of mistreatment on tea and sugar estates, which are found throughout the country, but blissfully unaware of the similar and worse treatment of tobacco farmers in Malawi. The consumption of tobacco is not only harmful to my own health but also to the wellbeing of others whose day to day lives and struggles I was introduced to. Fair Trade certification for tobacco will never happen but how can a socially conscientious tobacco consumer now enjoy her cigarette? Finally, I become acutely aware of exactly how young the population of Malawi is. I knew that the figures indicate that about 50% is under the age of 18 but to actually drive along the roads and through towns and villages and see the abundance of youth and children brings meaning to that statistic. I often find that most statistics are useless at best and rebarbative at worst because they don’t induce real understanding. They create a overly simplified picture of a country that makes it easy to overlook the real world implications of these numbers.

 

 

 

Each of these four topics will be featured in their own entries because I think they all are worth expanding on. Only taken individually and at greater length can you begin to grasp my field visit. Taken together with other vignettes, you might garner an understanding of my outlook on Malawi.

 

 

 

 

 

Back in Africa/Why Africa?

As I walked out of the Lagos airport towards the bus that was going to take me to the domestic terminal where I was to catch my flight to Abuja and the power went out in the parking lot, I knew I was back in Africa. As someone hastily grabbed my suitcase from me and lugged it to the bus hoping for a tip, I knew I was back in Africa.  As the heat crept in through my clothes and the moist air enveloped me, I knew I was back in Africa. As the rowdy chatter of passengers waiting for the bus to leave filled my ears, I knew I was back in Africa. And it was okay because this was My Africa.

Allow me to explain.

Riding in the back of a pick up truck in Botswana

Africa to me is not a continent of despair or hopelessness, or of theft and rent-seeking or of power cuts and water shortages. Yes, these things exist and happen in Africa but that is not what I think of as My Africa. For me Africa is the little kids who grab at my hair with huge grins on their face in Kafunchan, Nigeria. It’s dancing by a bonfire in Gabane, Botswana. It’s sitting by Lake Malawi and listening to the waves softly kiss the rocks underneath the platform where I sit reading. It's clutching onto the sides of a motorcycle as I whiz down a hill in Sierra Leone and feeling the wind rushing through my hair and the dust filling my nose and mouth. It's carefully tiptoeing through West Point in Liberia as barefoot, deliriously happy children pull me in every direction to show me their homes in the sprawling slum while I avoid stepping on shards of glass and getting plastic bags caught on my foot. Its drinking adulterated palm wine and gagging at the taste but swallowing it anyway out of politeness in Kabala, Sierra Leone. Its standing beside run down car, peeling a perfectly ripe avocado with a swiss army knife in stopped traffic driving into the mountains of Guinea. Its smoking a cigarette while precariously huddled over the front of a moving pick up truck, shivering in Botswana's winter as we race towards the desert races at night. Its sitting in my cubicle at UNICEF pouring over strategy papers on how to save the youth of Malawi. Its drinking a pink drink in Pretoria. 

But I can't hide from the reality of the situation around me. Because Africa is also seeing the stunted children running after me begging for money in Liberia. Its also the youth handicapped by the war in Sierra Leone. Its the corrupt customs officer at the Lagos airport who stole my iPhone. Its the devastating inequality in Botswana. Its the endemic racism I see by people against themselves, the injustices that go ignored because life is treated cheaply here, the entrenched poverty contrasted with how the top live in their palaces with their porches. Its both the corruption in everyday lives and interactions and the massive corruption by the cunning who are fleecing their countrymen and sapping their country dry. Its the wars that are chronicled in movies only after the fact and rarely, if ever, acted to prevent or stop. Its the perpetrators of horrific acts and their victims. Its the preventable deaths. Its the potholes and the collapsing buildings.

The beautiful faces in West Point
the biggest slum in Morovia, Liberia

How am I supposed to reconcile these two scenes? They are, after all, the same places. Where does that leave me? 

People ask me why I love this place so much. Why did I permanently imprint an image of the continent on myself ("Hey! You've got AFRICA on you!")? Why doI keep coming back even after I kept getting sick and eventually almost died (though that was largely my own fault - the poor quality of the healthcare only added to the trouble. A story for another time)? Why do I know that I won't be vacationing in Paris or London next summer?

Because I love this continent. Its diversity. Its life. Its vehement drive to survive against all odds. Its lack of despair even when there is cause. Its dearth of pretention. Its hidden gems. Its subtle, nuanced, intricate lessons. Its hidden adventures. Its burgeoning and existing challenges.

I can't readily explain why I'm so drawn to this continent more than I am to Europe, arguably my first home, or North America, my second. The best I can do is try to explain it through this blog. Through painting a picture with words (and some photos...) of the continent and the countries within it that act as such a strong magnet to me.

Making our way around Conakry, Guinea

Introduction

Hide and Seek in Sierra Leone

I've decided to keep a blog because people keep asking me what I'm up to.

I'm up to a lot. Since leaving New York in May, I've been to Nigeria, Botswana, South Africa and Malawi. Still to go is at least Mozambique and South Africa (again) and perhaps Zimbabwe and Swaziland depending on how the wind blows.

I've danced at bonfires, ridden on motorcycles, had a few braiis (bbq), taken public buses, eaten bush meat, drank palm wine, interviewed prestigious people, met some wonderful friends, been scared, been drunk, been tired, been elated...

Its been a great trip and if you're interested in hearing more, stick around! This blog will start with the present day but I'll flash back to earlier parts of the trip... maybe even to Sierra Leone, Vietnam, Rwanda, Liberia, Guinea, Costa Rica, Mexico, Hungary, Poland, Czech Republic, Tajikistan, Germany...

Helicopter to Freetown with my
brother

Eventually though this trip will end and I'll return to NYC. But I'll keep writing if there's any interest in reading. So if you read this and enjoy it... let me know by leaving a comment, shooting me an email or telling me somehow. If you read it and don't enjoy it, well that's fine too. Let me know! I'm always looking for feedback on my writing and stimulation for my thoughts.

As I write this, I'm sitting at my desk at the UNICEF office in Malawi. Its my 2nd full day of work and I'm excited. I'll be doing a combination of mundane administrative tasks and thrilling human interest pieces and difficult content creation for the website. I'm excited to get to travel in Malawi and see the work that UNICEF is doing. I'm excited to interview the Country Director of UNICEF here, Mr. Mahimbo Mdoe, and write the story of what drives him.

I'm also excited for non-work stuff (for a change). I'm going to be learning to SCUBA while I'm here, even though that entails risking contracting bilharzia (its treatable but not really preventable). I'm learning to play rugby while I'm here too. Yesterday was my first practice. I escaped relatively unscathed save for one missing toe nail.

So with that, I'm going to get back to the work on the desk in front of me. I have to familiarize myself with UNICEF's work here quickly so that I can get to writing!


In the future my entires will not take the form of journal entries (like this one) but instead of vignettes styled as short stories that offer a description of the action, the context and a snip of what it meant to me. Those of you who know me may have read a piece I wrote about working in the children's hospital in Freetown, Sierra Leone. That's what I'm aiming for. Those of you who haven't read it, fear not. I'll post it here one week if I have severe writer's block!

My goal is to post something at least once a week while I'm here. Hopefully exciting stuff will happen often enough that I can post something interesting regularly and I promise I won't resort to silly filler pieces.

So thank you for bearing through that long (and rambly) post. I look forward to writing for you again in the future!

Peace out from Vietnam!